It is my opinion that there
are moments of life that really change your perspective for the balance of your
years. More than that – they change who
you are – and that for the better. For
the most part they are also more than moments, often they are significant seasons
of life. They can be altogether very
good seasons – like a purposeful sabbatical for instance. But I would venture to say that for the most
part, such seasons are forced upon us by circumstance. When that happens they can be quite…challenging.
Nevertheless, most will get
through these seasons, and they’ll be the better for the experience. I don’t say that casually or flippantly - I
myself went through one about fours years ago when I changed careers, and I
know how difficult it can be (in my case that season included 19 months of
unemployment!) Yet I would also say that
such times can add tremendous value to you as a person.
Maybe it’s the simple fact
that suddenly you have both a challenge and time to think about it. Maybe it’s just that it feels like a giant
‘reset’ button has been pressed and there doesn’t seem to be any other
recourse. All the same – your
circumstances have changed (or are changing) and you will either adapt or be
destroyed by it. To adapt you’ll have to
reconcile the gap between what you say you believe, and how you actually
live. In doing that, such times change who you actually are.
For those who know Christ,
it is here that the rubber meets the road.
Suddenly you have to put into practice what you’ve so long claimed to
believe. And either you really do
believe it, in which case you will draw you closer to Him - and you have such a
profound sense of intimacy with God that you almost regret having to step back
into ‘normal’ life - or otherwise you’ll have to grapple with the fact that
your spiritual and emotional tank is overflowing with anger and
disappointment. Either way, the secret
of who is filling that tank will be revealed.
That leads to a fresh encounter with Jesus Christ – either in worship or
in repentance (and probably in a both).